If i didn't wake up

Got this idea from my bro whom i told my dream to
he said might as well write it down..

the dream came from the extreme dizziness from my lunch today
and the nap resulting from the illness

here it goes..

i was lying on my bed
lights were off
and i could see the light streaming in from my room door

i knew i had slept a long time
and i wanted to wake up

but my eyes refused to focus..
my vision distorted
and my body paralyzed stiff

each time i try to get up
this wave of numbness fills my body

with each passing wave
robs a little of my consciousness
and much of my strength

i could feel darkness swallowing me in
and my breathing constricted
i had to force each breath
for i was losing my sense and will

the next moment
there was this very dark corridor
this man
he was pushing a hospital bed stacked high with blankets

a couple was rushing somewhere
they knocked into this bed head on
the man ran

and the guy in the couple wanted to move on
but wait
the lady said and stopped the guy in his tracks
pulling the blankets off

there was this baby
something unsettling about the baby
red eyes and pointed teeth
they had found what they were looking for

next scene
the same lady from before was in this dark area
she was trying to strangle the child
tighter and tighter her hands went

just before her mission was done
the man who ran off earlier arose from the floor
and threatened her w a woman in his hands
mum he said will not survive if the child dies

the same lady quietly nodded
deflated cos she had failed her mission
her tears falling into the smiling baby's eyes

she knew she had to make a mark
some sign of some sort
so she bit the child on the cheeks
bloodying the baby who continued
eerily jesting

fast forward to many years later
someone said..
everytime it rains, the child will think of his mum
camera zooms on the back of
this curly grey haired man
with a red checkered shirt

as he slowly turned his head
i saw
the familiar eerie grin
with a grown up face
strikingly resembling chow yun fatt

as if i had been told wat i needed to know
strength to challenge the binding paralysis came

i finally woke up

so glad to wake up

so glad

feel the night

好久
好久

好久
没了

好久
忘了

一切
记得

真的

feel the night

没办法不担心
但是
有些事决定了
就不能后悔
挺起胸膛去面对

知道吗？

初恋红豆冰

Recently caught this movie 初恋红豆冰! :D
simple, sincere and touching :)

go catch it ppl! :D

你是汹涌的海浪
我是疲惫的沙滩
暖暖的斜阳
吊在我们的肩膀
你用醉人的眼波
拴住恋爱的绳索
那么痴迷 那么绮丽
你轻轻柔柔的细述着槟城下的雨
淋湿你的长发几十年来抹也抹不去
啊 我会慢慢的想起 几十年都不会忘记
轻轻的为你唱首歌 几十年的歌
靠在你的背后紧紧握着你的右手
慢慢的教你写首诗
要你记着我的事
当你孤孤单单的时候
我要继续为你唱出这首歌

My First Wala :O

haha..
haven been drinking for ages
not that i drink much either
haha..
but it feels great to catch up with the HI peepz
and enjoy a night out with no restrains
(cos a lot of them are semi-drunk :P)
been quite long since we had a gathering like this hor
think i been missing out on meeting you all~~~

let's do this again some time! :D

她来听我的演唱会

在百万 听到了这首歌
情不自禁 想了好多

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她来听我的演唱会
在十七岁的初恋第一次约会
男孩为了她彻夜排队
半年的积蓄买了门票一对
我唱得她心醉我唱得她心碎
三年的感情一封信就要收回
她记得月台汽笛声声在催
播我的歌陪着人们流泪
嘿陪人们流泪

她来听我的演唱会
在二十五岁恋爱是风光明媚
男朋友背着她送人玫瑰
她不听电话夜夜听歌不睡
我唱得她心醉我唱得她心碎
成年人分手后都像无所谓
和朋友一起买醉卡拉ok
唱我的歌陪着画面流泪
嘿陪着流眼泪

我唱得她心醉我唱得她心碎
在三十三岁真爱那么珍贵
年轻的女孩求她让一让位
让男人决定跟谁远走高飞
嘿谁在远走高飞
我唱得她心醉我唱得她心碎
她努力不让自己看来很累
岁月在听我们唱无怨无悔
在掌声里唱到自己流泪
嘿唱到自己流泪

她来听我的演唱会
在四十岁后听歌的女人很美
小孩在问她为什么流泪
身边的男人早已渐渐入睡
她静静听着我们的演唱会
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side note!
i missed daryl's wedding cos of my blurness!
so sorry!!
ARR
how could i have missed his wedding!
it's not april 30th but april 10!
:'(

Teh O and yi ar Teh Tarik

Enjoying this week! :D
haha.. despite the later sleeping hours
it has been very satisfying! :D

thurs meetup gv gang at rws
celebration for shi mei, fine dining for supper
and lotsa photo takings! :D

fri impromptu meetup w ahem hot news person :P
sharing session and discussion session, insightful! :D

and the sat!
lunch w clementi ppl! super long nvr tuition liao
hahaa.. feels good to sit at the round table and chat liao
followed by clash and breathing at kopitiam
teh tarik, prata, wings chatting
auctions, logic and deductions! :D
interesting and intellectual! hahaa
suddenly feel so refreshed! :D
not forgetting impromptu update w a hk trip kia!
hahaa..

i miss chit chatting over teh! :D
and late nights and suppers!
hahaa.. getting them all this week!
:D

more to come later!
meetup again! hahaa
fun fun fun!
though i really need rest le..... :D

anw.. brother! thanks! :D

旅行的意义

What's wrong tonight..
haha..
the urge
everything's set in stone

fearful of change
and making decisions
yet
off i go
busy flying may..

sometimes i feel that life's like going traveling
so many places to go
so many things to see

with all the budget and time constraints
you got to decide

where to fly
where to stop
who to go with

and when the decision's made
you stick to it, your iternary, your flight
(unless you're super rich haha)

the anticipations
the excitements
in planning
in looking forward
coupled with the uncertainty
coupled with all the worries and troubles

always a limit to how much you can find out from
pictures and guides and from hearsay

often
nothing beats going there yourself

i guess
for that
your state of mind pretty much determines
your experience from it all

so
where next..
i really dunno

where do you fly
where do you stop

what you are there for
what you forgot you lost

Pandora Hearts

Did i say before how much i love music boxes..
hahaa

and this anime got a v nice tune! :D

if you like alice in wonderland
this does indeed pull you down into a rabbithole
at epi 4 now..

so much more to discover..
おもしろい

Congrats Linhui and Jade! :D

brother for the wedding! :D
my first and truly,
satisfying and fulfilling experience..

very happy for them..
haha..
whoever thought linhui wld settle down ahead of us! :P

from the gate crashing,
all the way to the dinner..
great planning
can really see all the effort put in

and i especially like the photos they took in malaysia!
both of them looked so star like!
and v old school
and v cute! :D

haha.. i need to remember the feeling!